Ah, changes !

A few months ago, I told my boss I was going to University. Everyone at work told me it was a great decision. A lot of people gave me their support, including many of our subcontractors. It really made me feel weird to give up all this stability for a 3 year course in the hopes that it would change my life.

Now that I've moved back to my hometown to do just that, I feel a bit lost ! No one's around to give me their support... and I can't seem to find a decent job, even though I'm more than qualified for the jobs I'm applying on.

Before, I was sure that this was the only way to go for me. It was a sort of all-encompassing feeling that took hold of me and guided me towards this decision, making every step feel all the more natural.

But it's been like three weeks since my move and my decision-making skills are starting to become less and less apparent when I look back. Or maybe I'm unsure of everything... until it all falls into place. Then I'll wonder why I doubted myself in the first place.

Anyone who thought I was indecisive before must've made up their mind for good this time :P