Still here !

I think I've been off my writing for too long, I've got lots to say. That's not necessarily a good or a bad thing, but in my case... I HAVE to let it out.

I guess I'm figuring out more and more that I'm a real girl. I can't hide behind my father anymore and pretend I'm not what I am. More and more every day, I get that I'm a girl and the more I accept it, the more I can act like it.

I've been known as somewhat of a tomboy in my teenage years, one my friends even went so far as to call me a butch...

So I've sort of stuck with that definition of me for a long time. Until I started looking at the girl in the mirror and seeing more of the young woman inside me. A totally new person. Sexier, funnier, full figured and proud to be such, with a lot of personnality. Don't get me wrong, I'm not made up entirely of qualities. But those I have, I'm attached to. I love my qualities and I embrace them as well as everything else (well... I try to... :P)

Anyway, I guess what I'm saying is you have to find out who you truly are. Not what others see in you. Taking a good look inside can do a whole lot of good !

It's hard though. Seeing what's there and what's not. Trying to understand who you are is a tough task, but you gotta start somewhere. I suggest you start slow ! :)