Honesty lies within

What the hell is wrong with people ? One minute they say one thing, and the next they disappear, or forget, or whatever !

What happened to just living the moment and being honest with others ? What's wrong with that and why do people feel like they HAVE TO hide the truth in ordre to be liked ?

I feel it is my obligation to always be the most like myself I can be. I think it's important to show others how I really am. So I don't play games or fuck with people's minds or whatever. I feel people who do that don't have the right to my trust.

The wors thing in the world is being deceived. So I try to tell it to people the way it is as often as I can. If I don't think I'm interested in someone I don't make them feel like I am (at least not intentionnaly), I try to keep to myself.

Of course this is relative, because sometimes I get really shy with someone I like a lot, but I do send out signals as to my likeness of them.

Anyway... I just feel deceived all the time. It's been like this for a few weeks now... maybe even months ! :S

So WHERE have the good men gone ? If they're are any left !

Good man for me equals : attentive, sensual, sexual, not afraid to say what he feels like or what he's thinking, who trusts me enough to share that with me, someone really horny and savage, who can tone it done a few times a month to satisfy the emotionnal girl somewhere inside me (even if she doesn't show that often), someone charismatic, with whom I'll have a connection and be able to kid around with and say anything I need to (even if it's nothing important).

Anyway... BE HONEST goddamn you ! And if you don't feel you can, then don't speak with me. I'm tired of people misleading me.